I Dont Feel Anything For My Husband

Pls kindly post for me and notify me when posted, let me remain anonymous. WHERE IS LOVE? i never loved the man I married to be honest with myself, i just married him cos i was going through alot in school and needed someone to help. I have an adorable daughter of a year plus now, and am pregnant for my second child but i am never happy, i dont feel anything for him, i only have sex with him once in a while and the only motive is to have children. my life is a big mess.. i dont even feel love for myself, cos for me, i feel i've betrayed myself and have also failed in life as a woman. my only hope for living is my daughter and my unborn child and this will be my last pregnancy cos i cant continue to bring in children in the world which may bring unhappiness to them in future. pls pals what will i do?